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A few weeks ago I had a dream about a colleague, and it has left me feeling quite awkward when I am around him. We do talk outside of work, and he has casually suggested we catch up a few times but I have always been busy or did not feel like going. He has always been really supportive of me and looks out for me at work, but I have only ever seen him as a work friend and I am pretty sure that is how he thinks of me too. I am already in a serious relationship, and this dream left me feeling very confused.
The dream -I was for some reason going up a slight hill in my car. The road was smooth but somewhat bumpy leading into an unmarked car park. I was having difficulty getting over the bumps, and I was somewhat hidden by the side of the building as I drove up. T was in his friends car, and he caught a glimpse of me. I had seen him but was reluctant to say hello. He was smiling and seemed really happy, and he said Is that you I said Yeah, what are you doing here and he said Just driving around, we were about to go to (somewhere, I cant remember what he said, but it had something to do with wine as we were in a street with a lot of cellars) For some reason at this point I was able to drive over the bumps and park my car in the car park. He invited me to go with him somewhere even though he knows I have a boyfriend, and I agreed. Next thing that I remember is that it was nighttime, the stars and the full moon were bright. We were both in the ocean in most of our clothes, and we were kissing. The water was moving but calm. He looked at me lovingly and I felt as though I was falling for him, but I did not say anything.
We were then all of a sudden clothed and dry, really happy and laughing, walking up the beach to this bar where a few of his friends were. He said hey to one guy and shook his hand, and I said hi to him too. This guy said hello and looked at me in a strange way with his eyebrows angled down, as to say this is weird. I felt a bit out of place, as I didnt know anyone. The bar was quite crowded so he was busy talking to people, and I stood near him by what I think was a fireplace. At some point I turned my head slightly and realised a girl was behind me, and I was standing on her toes. I was terribly apologetic, and moved away from her slightly. By doing this, I had drawn attention to myself and one of Ts friends said who is this clumsy b*tch anyway I was really upset by this and ran out crying. T was yelling out to me to stop and come back, but I just didnt care. I ran for a long time through a shopping mall, and saw my boyfriend. He was in his work clothes, and was looking around for me. I could not deal with this, so I kept running. I felt like I had been such an idiot, and I had messed up. T had left the bar and was searching for me too. For some reason I knew that he would be repeatedly calling my phone, and my boyfriend had this on him. I could not care less at this point and just sat in a fire exit corridor and cried.
What is your interpretation of this dream
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