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here is the dream

I"m sleeping and the grim reaper comes and takes me and i get out of bed and go with him but i"m not scared of him,first he shows me my past when i was a kid and had fun and everything,then he takes me to hell there Satan is my English teacher this is very weird because he is a good guy and really cares for his students and there is fire everywhere and everything ,then the grim reaper pushes me into the fire but i don"t burn i go and she my future and i"m holding my baby and he had very green eyes and brown hair and is really beautiful ,i"m holding him and smiling.Then the grim reaper comes beside me and takes me back to my bed and but don"t want to leave because i want to see my beautiful baby boy.then i get up .

what does it mean i"m 15 years old and a girl my life has no fun in it and most of the times i"m sad.

that means you need to believe in yourself, you are good person and there is some amazement soon enters your life, just be true to yourself

1) The most commonly known version is *not* Satanism, it should be a new religion called, misconceptionism. This version of Satanism is thanks to moronic kids who think that the bible is true and hell is going to be cool. These are the same morons who go out and commit crimes in the name of Satan, wich only makes Satanism look bad and it fuels the christians flame.

2) There"s the new trendy version of Satanism, made famous by Anton LaVey. It"s about realizing that we should be more like the biblical Adversary rather than some weak-willed, pathetic martyr. I have a few problems with LaVeyn Satanism though; his version of the enochian keys are wrong, his version of the 4 crowned Princes of Hell are wrong, he puts hebrew letters at each point of the pentagram, making it more like a seal, seals rather than sigils are a way to try and bind the Demons, also he"s not a Satanist, he"s an Athiest (I understand his concept, but you can"t put wings on a pig and call it a swan.)

3) Then There"s TRUE Spiritual/Theistic Satanism, This version of Satanism celebrates The Gods of Old (before the tyranny of the bible). The Spiritual Satanist knows that Enki (Satan) aka the Sumerian Lord of the Earth was known in sanskrit as SATANAMA, Sa=Life, Ta=Truth, Na=Death, Ma=Rebirth. Lucifer originates from ancient Rome, these two Deities had nothing to do with eachother until the authors of the bible mashed them together. The terms Demon and Daemon are perverted terms for Dao and Daio meaning The Divine. The Crown Chakra was originally known as heaven (even just focusing on it for a while give you a feeling of bliss and ease) Hell stood for the base/root chakra wich is known to be extremely hot when activated. That being said, with heaven and hell being inside us, who does that leave as God

You believe that your life is no fun right now....perhaps that is why you dreamed of hell. It represents how you currently feel, restricted and doomed to not have an eventful happy situation however, the truth is everyone goes through those emotions as teens. Your going to get through these times and once you do as an adult you will have found happier times. Having a baby does not make you a happier person do not make that mistake so young. Wait until you have gone to college and then you can enjoy your son and hopefully keep relationship with the father of your child.