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So...the other night, I had a dream where I was in my childhood home, still living there with my parents, but was sort of caught somewhere between a child and adult. Like, I knew I was an adult, but still sorta felt like a kid in the dream. Anyway, what really sticks out to me is that an old friend (who I"m no longer friends with) showed up in the dream. Apparently, she and I were having a sleepover and she fell asleep on the couch. My parents told me to take her upstairs to bed because, as my mom told me in the dream, She"s so tired, she sleep-walked over to Rose"s house. (Rose was another girl that I grew up with, who lived down the street from me and was also friends with Lana, the friend in the dream). So, I tried to wake Lana up from the couch, but she was really tired for some reason, so tired that I ended up having to half-carry her up the stairs and into bed for the night. The whole thing was really, really weird...I"ve barely even THOUGHT about this friend, Lana, in the past 2-3 years, and we stopped being friends halfway through high school (about 6 years ago). So...what the heck I woke up all weirdly nostalgic, even though I didn"t have any particularly happy memories in my old house (we were pretty poor) AND I tend to look back on this former friendship with a mix of regret, anger and hurt feelings. So, really, what"s it all mean
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